✩ glitter filled tears & my bleeding, faltering heart ✩

//Over My Head (Cable Car) - The Fray
 
So I stayed home from school today bc I was stressed. Fun fun, but A+ mom for letting me :) Also, I'm going to a fun. concert in September and omf Sean (a cute guy I met at my granparents) is going to omf omf omf he's cute and a year older than me and can play guitar and piano exciting
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// Polly - Nirvana
Had to remake this set bc it didn't save.
got all these fancy words that I love and gonna make a bunch of sets.
my short-term life is in shambles right now, if that makes any sense. basically all the stuff in the immediate past and future. more sense? cool.
EDIT: oh, and one thing in the future that's basically tearing me apart
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// The Long Run - Eagles
 
The other day I got like seventeen records from my local record store because they were having a huge sale. They save up a bunch of B-list records and then sell them in one massive weekend for 50 cents each! I got some good ones, as well as some bad ones for fun- 50 cents, right? I got The Long Run by Eagles, Tapestry by Carole King (I STRONGLY recommend these two they're FABULOUS)... I also got Rocks by Aerosmith, Chicago Transit Authority, and The Doobie Brothers. Of course, when I found Cruisin' by the Village People I had to get it! And an original Jay-Z single featuring Beyonce Knowles! Woo!
Also, I started my period today (sorry if that's TMI, it doesn't really bother me) and I've felt so HORRID all day that I think I was kind of shanking @not-choosing-is-a-choice , I'm terribly sorry love, I've been mentally destroyed all day! Yeah, that was the worst part, my back didn't even hurt too bad, but my mind was so cracked that i couldn't handle it! oh, class over, gotta go find my friend Sophie- she's got my iPod charger. Bye!
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//Pontoon - Little Big Town
 
Okay, I'll admit it- I listen to a few country songs. I don't mind jammin' to a few country songs every once in a while, haha. This song is totally on my iPod.
So exams are in a few weeks and I just am terrified. I'm going to die :(
Other words, summer is also in a few weeks and I'm so happy :3
Tried something new here, hope you like it
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∆New York with Niall contest entry∆
So, I have to miss my last volleyball tournament for my uncle's graduation (yay for the graduation it'll be a ball, but I'm sad I'm missing my game). But we're staying in this ADORABLE little house on Federal HIll and my amazing artist/writer grandparents and all of their writer friends are gonna be there, along with all of my family and my aunt and uncle from California with their kids! Too bad @mist-on-the-meadow and @youbelong can't come, lame. But HOPEFULLY @not-choosing-is-a-choice will make some time for me this week :P and I'm writing Caim. I put my other song on a break but now I have this song to write, so yay!
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Oh Eureka // Jenna Murphy
Here comes a weird feelings jam okay?
I'm worried that some of my friends don't love me like I think they do.
 
I'm worried that I feel all of this emotion and necessity towards them and they see me as a hindrance.
 
I'm worried that they're tired of hearing me talk.
 
I'm worried that when finally, finally everything seems like its going to be okay, the one part of my life where I always felt secure - my friends - isn't so.
 
I worry that you're the only few I'll have left.
 
I'm worried that she's ignoring me.
 
I'm worried that I'm pissing him off.
 
I'm worried that I'm not funny enough, that my jokes are lame. That I don't contribute.
 
I worry that they're gravitating away from me.
 
Sometimes I even worry that they all talk about me when I'm not there.
 
I worry too much.
 
And then I push it all from my mind and don't worry at all because what is there to worry about? A selective ignorance, if there's anything more to ignore than my own faint heart. And I know that none of it is probably true, that its all in my head, but I still worry. And yet for the most part I'm happier than I've ever been. I don't know. I'm seeing my body as pretty beautiful, and my voice as nice, I've been more productive and eating healthy yet fun. I've been a lot closer to my mom and dad and I've made so much progress in the last week with Natalee that it feels like heaven and I'm just happy and I feel like all of these bonds and chains have been broken and I'm back to the carefree mofo I used to be. Even with HIM there isn't sadness, just love and perhaps bittersweet longing but nome of the horrible, writhing feelings of the past. There are just these worries below the surface- exams, grades, Nate, Olivia. I probably have nothing at all to worry about. But if anyone or everyone mentioned here sees this and knows its about them, listen. I know I have shortcomings and I'm sorry for whatever those have been, pertaining to you. You mean to me more than I could ever write down. And I'm not accusing anyone of anything. These are ridiculous worries, I think. But I wanted them off of my mind. ❤ So sorry if this is kind of word vomit. I really think my thoughts out loud to organise them... The final truth is that I'm a little worried, but overall I've been so happy lately. :) just, these two friends of mine seem kind of dodgy, Nate has depression , and he sometimes gets kind of snappy towards me :/ and Olivia was fine at school but she was ignoring me tonight and then these stupid worries hit me and I had to put them somewhere so I put them here. I reiterate, even now, just after I finished typing, I feel a lot better. Whoo! *deep breath* I think I'm just thinking myself into a frenzy here and I should sleep. And I'm not 100% okay, but I feel steadily better. I was about a 30% last week and now I'm at about 90% to 95% :). Thank you all, does.
 
Also, this set is kinda weird oops eugh
 
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Name: Sasha
Partner's Username: @mist-on-the-meadow
Team Name: wait i cant say idk yet oops
Why do you want to participate in The Amazing Race?: It sounds really cool and fun!
Do you promise to follow the rules?: Yes, even though I'm a bit of a rebel ;3
Will you participate in all the challenges?: Do my best :)
Tag 10 friends: @not-choosing-is-a-choice @eliyagolan @georgealmighty @beforenightfalls1313 @lumos-my-life @lululovesyou @lola-gal @cosmic-grace
Okay, sorry about all the audition sets guys :3 This is the last one!

name: Sasha
age: 15
1st team choice: werewolf
2nd team choice: faeries
head of team? sure
art or fashion or both? both
http://www.polyvore.com/battle_supernatural/group.show?id=161293 PLEASE JOIN!!!
Tag 10 friends: @mist-on-the-meadow @not-choosing-is-a-choice @notanonymous @lumos-my-life @beforenightfalls1313 @ocean-blue-roses @sheer-n @niyallsprincess @georgealmighty @thisisme2012

Name: Sasha
Age: 15
First Choice: Milan
Second Choice: Paris
Guru: nah
Links to your three best sets: http://www.polyvore.com/am_heart_thats_hard_to/set?id=76982812 , http://www.polyvore.com/shot_me_outta_sky_youre/set?id=76095037 , http://www.polyvore.com/wont_stop_running_till_we/set?id=69784485
tag 10 friends: @mist-on-the-meadow @not-choosing-is-a-choice @bioshock-burn @lumos-my-life @georgealmighty @eliyagolan @beforenightfalls1313 @niyallsprincess @my-name-is-mrs-niall-horan @grace-malik